Farewell

Today i bid farewell to this feeling i have held on to for so long, hoping things will go my way someday, but i finally realize it, its just not for me, that someday ain't coming. Holding on to something that has been really easy for everyone else around, knowing someday it'll come my way, but now do i realize it din't and it never will, so yes i guess this is the end of it, a lesson well learned finally after year and years of suffering i let go it , let go of what i thought it would be, letting go of what could have been. Not knowing where to go from here, i know i gotta move, i know i gotta let go coz i finally realize standing here waiting at the crossroads will always and forever leave me waiting for something that is never gonna come my way, what is the point, what is the point of it all anyways, all i know is it is finally time to take that long awaited step forward, forward towards the unknown, forward to the life that awaits me, forward to all the surprises, the good and the bad.

A feeling gone by

I saw this girl today, looking straight at me, her eyes blank, no sign of any emotion, no questions, no answers. It was impossible to make out what she was thinking, this girl so familiar yet a tiny fragment of a distant memory. I closed my eyes and after a moment too long i remembered a different version of this face, the one that used to smile, the one which had twinkling eyes, the one that had so many questions unanswered, running endlessly after her dreams, but today she just stared at me with all of that missing, stared with those empty eyes. Scared to ask what had happened to her i just moved on,walked away and i just let that girl in the mirror be.

Walk Away.

Walk Away, Walk away before you get too attached,

Walk away before you can't walk back,

Walk away before someone gets hurt,

Walk away before it all starts to not matter,

Walk away before you can’t let go,

Walk away before you are standing alone,

Walk away before it’s no longer fun anymore,

Walk away before its too late to start over again.

Take Your Time.

Sometimes all you need is time that is, it.
Take time to judge someone,
Also take time to judge a situation.
Take time to fall in love,
Also time to Fall out of love,
Take time to heal a broken heart,
Take time in choosing gifts,
Take time before you decide to hate someone,
Take time to trust,
Also take time to let go,
Take time to move on.
Take time to set your targets,
Take time to build new relationships,
Take time to accept the changes in your life.

Yeh Din

Kuch toh baat hai iss din mein,
Ki aaj iss dil ne phir himmat ki hai.
Un andhere kinaaro se hatt kar,
Phir Mohabbat karne ki zarurat ki hai.

Kuch toh baat hai iss din mein,
Ki iss dil ne darna nahin chah.
Wapas gaya jung ke maidaan mein,
Phir se na girne ki umeed ki hai.

Kuch toh baat hai iss din mein,
Ki aaj zakhmo ko bharne nahin hai.
Taaze zakhmo mein tum kya,
Hum khud hi teer maar denge.

Still Standing.

Again standing at the same crossroads,
Knowing the risk of getting hurt,
You still want to walk that road again.

Your heart tells you to try,
Try, before you think of what could have been.
Your experienced bad luck tells you,
You've been here, done this, got hurt, not again please.

And this time for the sake of your sanity,
You take the risk of wondering what could have been,
Of letting go, before even trying again,
You'd rather do that than to get hurt a second time,
For the same damn reason.

But you neither move on,
Nor do you go back,
You standstill at the crossroad.

Going back means too much to loose,
Walking forward means too much to loose.
You wish you could stand on the crossroad forever,
Because for now its the safest place to be.

If only , if only that was an option here today,

That feeling after.

After every war comes a remorse,
A remorse so bad, it makes you wanna kill someone.
A realization of what you've lost in this fight,
Even after the victory is yours.



But the battles that were fought,
The battles that you have lost.
And everything lost in these lost battles,


Makes you realize you can never get some things back.
Some people, some feelings,
That part of you that is lost forever.
And you have to move on leaving it all behind.

Like it is said,
To gain somethings,
sometimes you gotta let go of some things.
But sometimes the price you pay is too high.
And no matter how hard you try,
The winds have changed.
And there is no turning back now.