I am too afraid to let it go, but i am not gonna be the first on. I will wait, wait for the right time,even though I know deep within that the day might never come, too much and too many have come between this wonderful friendship i once cherished, everytime i am out on the roads i can still hear our voices talking to each other, fighting the wind as we speed off to anywhere and everywhere.

I finally say farewell my friend, but i wish and wish it from the bottom of my heart that you knew that i'll always be there for you, no matter what has happened coz i know it was not all your fault and not all my fault either.

Sometimes you just have to leave things the way they are, coz maybe u cant fix it or maybe fixing may just take a lot out of you. What do you do? Just sit by and watch the world go by, you think maybe you'll regret it later not trying to sort things out, then you think goin back and talking about everything that has hurt you so much is gonna hurt you more, then you think that 10 years down the line you dont wanna sit at you porch and think about what could have been coz that is probably the worse thing ever, then you think that you are strong enough to leave everything behind, and all this wont bother you and the biggest question you ask is 'WHAT IF IT DOES?'

i ask a thousand questions to myself again and again....and the only answer i get is LET IT GO... which easier said than done.......