Farewell

Today i bid farewell to this feeling i have held on to for so long, hoping things will go my way someday, but i finally realize it, its just not for me, that someday ain't coming. Holding on to something that has been really easy for everyone else around, knowing someday it'll come my way, but now do i realize it din't and it never will, so yes i guess this is the end of it, a lesson well learned finally after year and years of suffering i let go it , let go of what i thought it would be, letting go of what could have been. Not knowing where to go from here, i know i gotta move, i know i gotta let go coz i finally realize standing here waiting at the crossroads will always and forever leave me waiting for something that is never gonna come my way, what is the point, what is the point of it all anyways, all i know is it is finally time to take that long awaited step forward, forward towards the unknown, forward to the life that awaits me, forward to all the surprises, the good and the bad.

A feeling gone by

I saw this girl today, looking straight at me, her eyes blank, no sign of any emotion, no questions, no answers. It was impossible to make out what she was thinking, this girl so familiar yet a tiny fragment of a distant memory. I closed my eyes and after a moment too long i remembered a different version of this face, the one that used to smile, the one which had twinkling eyes, the one that had so many questions unanswered, running endlessly after her dreams, but today she just stared at me with all of that missing, stared with those empty eyes. Scared to ask what had happened to her i just moved on,walked away and i just let that girl in the mirror be.

Walk Away.

Walk Away, Walk away before you get too attached,

Walk away before you can't walk back,

Walk away before someone gets hurt,

Walk away before it all starts to not matter,

Walk away before you can’t let go,

Walk away before you are standing alone,

Walk away before it’s no longer fun anymore,

Walk away before its too late to start over again.