Yeh Din

Kuch toh baat hai iss din mein,
Ki aaj iss dil ne phir himmat ki hai.
Un andhere kinaaro se hatt kar,
Phir Mohabbat karne ki zarurat ki hai.

Kuch toh baat hai iss din mein,
Ki iss dil ne darna nahin chah.
Wapas gaya jung ke maidaan mein,
Phir se na girne ki umeed ki hai.

Kuch toh baat hai iss din mein,
Ki aaj zakhmo ko bharne nahin hai.
Taaze zakhmo mein tum kya,
Hum khud hi teer maar denge.

Still Standing.

Again standing at the same crossroads,
Knowing the risk of getting hurt,
You still want to walk that road again.

Your heart tells you to try,
Try, before you think of what could have been.
Your experienced bad luck tells you,
You've been here, done this, got hurt, not again please.

And this time for the sake of your sanity,
You take the risk of wondering what could have been,
Of letting go, before even trying again,
You'd rather do that than to get hurt a second time,
For the same damn reason.

But you neither move on,
Nor do you go back,
You standstill at the crossroad.

Going back means too much to loose,
Walking forward means too much to loose.
You wish you could stand on the crossroad forever,
Because for now its the safest place to be.

If only , if only that was an option here today,

That feeling after.

After every war comes a remorse,
A remorse so bad, it makes you wanna kill someone.
A realization of what you've lost in this fight,
Even after the victory is yours.



But the battles that were fought,
The battles that you have lost.
And everything lost in these lost battles,


Makes you realize you can never get some things back.
Some people, some feelings,
That part of you that is lost forever.
And you have to move on leaving it all behind.

Like it is said,
To gain somethings,
sometimes you gotta let go of some things.
But sometimes the price you pay is too high.
And no matter how hard you try,
The winds have changed.
And there is no turning back now.

Put that Smile back on

Put that Smile back on,

'Cause the world need you to smile.

It Don't care what's hidden behind it,

It don't care if its hard for you.

Put that Smile back on,

For your tears are no longer accepted.

For they want it to be a better place,

A happy place for you and me.

Put that Smile back on,

Its not for you, its for them.

Them, who give you the tears,

It don't matter to them.

Put that Smile back on,

For you still love them,

Even if they love you no more,

For they know how to hurt you.

Put that Smile back on,

'Cause you can't say goodbye yet

'Cause you still want to hold on

'Cause you still care.

Put that Smile back on,

'Cause the world need you to smile.

wait is longer than you think...

I stand by the ocean and count every wave that brushed through my feet,

Watch the sun go deep down into the sea, watch the sky showing off different colors,

watch the last flock of birds fly towards the sun,

And feel the first tear of the evening roll down my cheeks

As i wait for the day, the hour, the moment you'd come for me, come to me.

As darkness falls upon me, and i can no longer see the horizon,

I make my way back to the memories we've shared, the dreams we shared,

I make my way back to the yesterday I want back,

I make my way back to the today I wish I had,

I make my way back to the tomorrow I had hoped for.

In darkness i look up at the sky, demanding answers for everything,

And the sparkling sky , just stares back at me blankly,

And i accept defeat and make my way back,

Hoping for a hopeful tomorrow, hoping for a better tomorrow.

I am too afraid to let it go, but i am not gonna be the first on. I will wait, wait for the right time,even though I know deep within that the day might never come, too much and too many have come between this wonderful friendship i once cherished, everytime i am out on the roads i can still hear our voices talking to each other, fighting the wind as we speed off to anywhere and everywhere.

I finally say farewell my friend, but i wish and wish it from the bottom of my heart that you knew that i'll always be there for you, no matter what has happened coz i know it was not all your fault and not all my fault either.

Sometimes you just have to leave things the way they are, coz maybe u cant fix it or maybe fixing may just take a lot out of you. What do you do? Just sit by and watch the world go by, you think maybe you'll regret it later not trying to sort things out, then you think goin back and talking about everything that has hurt you so much is gonna hurt you more, then you think that 10 years down the line you dont wanna sit at you porch and think about what could have been coz that is probably the worse thing ever, then you think that you are strong enough to leave everything behind, and all this wont bother you and the biggest question you ask is 'WHAT IF IT DOES?'

i ask a thousand questions to myself again and again....and the only answer i get is LET IT GO... which easier said than done.......

Things never happen the same way twice....

It started out as a feeling

Which then grew into a hope

Which then turned into a quiet thought

Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder

'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back

When you call me

No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing

Doesn't mean it's never

Been this way before

All you can do is try to know

Who your friends are

As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon

And follow the light

You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say good bye
You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say good bye
Now we're back to the beginning

It's just a feeling and now one knows yet

But just because they can't feel it too

Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger

'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say good bye
You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say good bye

By- Regina Spektor

Sometimes one just gives up and wants to go back to those not so big amazing moments in life, like just to get a glimpse of your first crush you'd walk on the streets randomly, like when it was a pleasure to sit beside the phone and wait for the call that would make your day, like the time you'd take hours and hours to decide what gift will be the best one for that special person,like a summer fling, the feeling that you got when you looked back and saw that person staring right back at you and his eyes saying that he'd be there when you come back next summer.

But soon you realise that things do not happen the same way again, cause this time when you go wandering down the streets you know for sure you wont find him, you know that the phone might ring, but the it will never ever be the call you've been expecting, or when you go back this summer that person is for sure not going to be there. But again something in your heart would just want you to look back just once, it'll still make you hopelessly wanna sit next to the phone ...just in case things are the same...hehe they wont be..

Its so weird and sometimes so pissing off in my case, but its always hard to accept the truth.

Like i am gonna meet this friend after like two years, and i know and i guess even she knows that both of us have changed this span of two years, and i don,t know if its gonna be the same like it was two years ago or not, will still find the friend that we had two years ago in each other, or there'll a weird kind of awkwardness in our conversations... and we'd wish if we could just rewind time and be 17 again , and it's gonna hurt to not be able to do that ....anyways i'll end here before i frustrate myself